THIS IS HELL, ONLY BETTER.

A good friend told me that New Moon is funny

and I do not know if it’s supposed to be funny..

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Okay, I’m not even interested. I’m depressed.

2 weeks with no internet-dependence is the best thing that ever happened to me (and I’m not being sarcastic).

I went online to check on things, my tumblarity is blown down to 3 for crying out loud! lol! Plus I saw things !@#$%@#@#@…. blah-di-blahs. Okay, I don’t get it but internet would always find its way to make me feel depressed. I don’t even have a facebook at this case. What more if I do?! T.V. also ceased its purpose on me, the only thing(s) I get to watch are news. I am such a fucking dork.

I think I’m growing my way out of this techy stuff. I get to see things I don’t want to see, and get to know things I don’t have to know. All I want to have now are my books and a red psp. I’m growing old. Demmit.

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I’m on Episode 1, 2, 3, and 5 of my BDP. Goodbye.

Futuro Perfecto: ir (to go) + a + verbo (verb)

Voy a morir porque del estrés = I am going to die because of stress

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I am lucky enough to have my girlfriend to keep me sane.

weird facts about me lately (conceit to death)

• crushing on 2 professors
• crushing on an awkward guy
• studying for no reason
• going home early
• studied the entire spanish book for a 20-item quiz (unreasonable)
• haven’t been drinking any alcohol…yet
• got the T.V. out of my room and replaced it with the bookshelf
• making too many lists just like this

hooray I’m an official dork

Fueled by 1 bottle of beer. Kasi kailangan ko ng “upper”, I’m pulling an all-nighter. Realizations:

• Hindi ko pala kaya mag-aral online dahil mas uunahin ko ang networking sites
• Kailangan ko ng computer na walang access sa internet
• Madaming bagay na nakakainis at nakaka-depress na makikita ko sa internet
• Mababadtrip ako at tuluyang hindi makakapg-aral

Ang tanging solution na lang na naiisip ko para sa Thesis, Practicum, Acads, Council, and other stressors ay ang magpasagasa sa truck o killer bus habang tumatawid papasok ng school bukas ng umaga.